Ramblings Of A Madwoman

Well, I seen the oncologist today.
He had me do a chest x-ray.
The results of that were good.
He was going to have me do my regular chemo, AND the chemo pills.
I asked him if he was trying to kill me. LOL
So, He gave me six refills for the chemo pills.
So, I am to have no break from the chemo.
Oh well, I will do whats needed to live longer.

Good maidenn, glad to hear you wanna hang around.

I am feeling like hammered poop.
Gonna turn in early tonite.

Love to all.

redd

Bro, I sure hope you are feeling better soon.
Thank you Cori for calling me yesterday.
I suppose our little town is in the news today.

This is what they are saying about the weather we had.

"Thunderstorm wind damage, reported by Emergency Mngr.


*** 1 inj *** 1 business, 2 barns, 1 Camper, and some
outbuildings damaged. The Camper was turned over to its
side, and the 1 person inside the Camper sustained minor
injuries."

Actually we had very large hail, high winds, and then a tornado.
I heard a lot of loud noises, did not know what they were,
and then around 2:30 am I heard a loud explosion.
That sounded as if it was right down the road from us,
but when I looked outside, I did not see anything wrong.
But know this, we are all alive and well, okay?
(((HUGS)))

whew thats a relief!the weather missed us we got some rain
lobe u mom

i feel much better tody, but cori caught it. sigh.
no escape. lol

Ah bummer.
I hope the children don't get it too...

Maiden,
yw, thanks for talking to me. Glad to hear you are well & weren't hurt by the weather. We didn't get any hail here just rain.

huggers
Cori

Cori? I hope you are feeling better soon.
Sorry I missed out last night.
Guess I was very tired.
Glad no one else got that nasty storm...
(((HUGS)))

I just wanted you all to know that I am not ignoring anyone.
I've been really busy crocheting baby clothes,
blankets and booties. There's one due at the
end of this month. One due in the middle of April.
And one in May. I am also making baby bootees
for a friend who is having her second grandchild.
My favorite thing to make when I am chrocheting,
is stuff for babies. I just love the way baby
yarn feels in my hands.
So, please don't worry. I will pop in from time to time,
and I will try to be at the next party thrown as well.
Love you all bunches.
(((HUGS)))

Maiden,
Wow you will be busy. Enjoy your time Lady. Look forward to seeing you at the next party. Don't work too hard.

huggers
Cori

Just to let you all know we are expercting some
bad weather here tonight, and possibly tomorrow.
I will try to make it to our get together, weather permitting.
Love you all bunches!
(((HUGS)))

DarkMaidenn wrote:

Just to let you all know we are expercting some
bad weather here tonight, and possibly tomorrow.
I will try to make it to our get together, weather permitting.
Love you all bunches!
(((HUGS)))

Bunches of love back atcha sis.

Hope to see you tonight.

I seen the oncologist on the 31st.
I am now doing chemo pills, and regular chemo as well.
He said with the pills the chemo is a lot stronger that way.
He upped my nausea meds too help out.
So far, all I notice is I feel a lot hotter.
Sure sweating.
We had a gorgeous day here yesterday, and looks like another one today as well.
Hope everyone is well and happy, and having a perfec t day!
(((HUGS)))

Hope everyone has a perfect Easter!
( that is if you celebrate it)
(((HUGS)))

Maiden,
Sorry I keep missing you. Let me know what time & day you can be here & I'll hook up w/you so we can hook up on the game. Once you're on one of our friend's list it's easy to get you hooked up w/everyone else. Hope you are enjoying the game.

Sorry to hear you're on chemo again. I had hoped they would give you a break especially since the cancer is gone. Why continue to kill good cells when there are no bad cells?

Love you muches
Cori

The doctor is wanting to make sure the tumor stays gone.
Its already proven it will come back.
I suspect the next plavce it will show up is in the lungs,
since he keeps doing chest xrays once every three months.
If it gets into my lungs, then they will have to use a chemo
that is made for the lungs, asnd fight it off there.
I want, and the doctor wants to make sure it stays gone is all.
So far, his plan is working...
Is the game only quests? I cannot seem to get any farther
in the game, all I seem to be doing is leveling up.
How do I find you guys in the game?
Is there a way to search for a person there?

thank u for being my lifetime,and for giving me a chance to be a mother to Ryan and a spouse to Jesse,i love u mom
without u i would be nuthin

Maiden,
I plan to be a life time friend. I'm not going any where. I want the cancer GONE as well. I am concerned that the chemo kills as many good cells as bad. Just want to be able to spend time with you is all. Hope you are feeling well.

Melissa,
You are something. Don't ever thing you are nothing cause it's not true. Your love & dedication to those you love makes you shine even amongst the stars. I know your life may not be what you envisioned for yourself but give it time. Things don't always make sense but there is a reason things happen. Doesn't mean we like it or that it doesn't make us madder then hell. Be patient & be the great person you are. It will work out, I feel it.

huggers
Cori

Yup, I agree with Cori Melissa.
Plus, you never know what opportunities are right around the next corner in life.
The first three years are the worst when you move to a new place, or so I have found to be true.
So hang in there.
Love you all bunches!

Cyberwar Nominee Sees Gaps in Law
By THOM SHANKER
Published: April 14, 2010
WASHINGTON — The Army intelligence officer nominated to lead the Pentagon’s new command devoted to warfare in cyberspace has warned Congress that policy directives and legal controls over digital combat are outdated and have failed to keep pace with the military’s technical capabilities.
The officer, Lt. Gen. Keith B. Alexander, wrote to members of the Senate Armed Services Committee that computer network warfare was evolving so rapidly that there was a “mismatch between our technical capabilities to conduct operations and the governing laws and policies.”
As he prepared for a confirmation hearing on Thursday as the first head of the Cyber Command, he pledged that the White House and Pentagon were “working hard to resolve the mismatch.”
In a 32-page response to questions from senators, General Alexander sketched out the broad battlefield envisioned for the computer warfare command and acknowledged the kind of targets that his new headquarters could be ordered to attack.
The target list included traditional battlefield prizes — command-and-control systems at military headquarters, air defense networks and weapons systems that require computers to operate.
But he agreed with a question submitted by the Senate that asked whether the target list would include civilian institutions and municipal infrastructure that are essential to state sovereignty and stability, including power grids, banks and financial networks, transportation and telecommunications.
General Alexander promised that the Cyber Command would be sensitive to the ripple effects from this kind of warfare, and would honor the laws of war that govern traditional combat in seeking to limit the impact on civilians.

More details here http://www.nytimes.com/2010/04/15/world/15mil...





What do you all think of this?

i havent read link yet, just got into VA and bedding down for night. But I did not understand very much of it.

I will have to look when i am not tired.

Well I started the chemo pills Monday, and did the infusion chemo today, and I am sick.
So please don't worry why I'm not on the computer very much.
I'm going to back and lay down.
I love you guys!
(((HUGS)))

I am in such a good mood tady, and feeling preetty good.
I hope this nasty weather goes away soon, so I can get out and do something.
Thinking of all of you guys!
(((HUGS)))

Did you ever wonder how a child ended up with a specific mother?
I have wondered this often...
According to Sufi mysticism, the soul of the child looks down at the
world and sees every soul that resides in every woman.
When he finds the one that will be able to help him fulfill his
life's purpose, he makes his choice.
The relationship between the mother and child is no accident.
At times the child may reject his mother and wish he had a different one.
Remember your soul made the choice for a reason.
This woman can help you live your purpose.

I belive this is true,
what do you all think?